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Do you ever see the light blinking on your answering machine but just walk away?

I do this all the time. I've done it my whole life.

Sometimes that light blinks for days. Who are you, and what do you want from me? Because I know you want something.

Even the message just saying hi is never really that.

Sometimes I even stop seeing the light after awhile. It's still blinking but I don't notice. Like a flaw in someone's face, it just starts being there.

I think I might be the last generation that is partly repelled by the phone.

I know there are good messages, things about winning or receiving, zipping around the communications stratosphere, but there must be something in my own phone that automatically deletes those.

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  1. Maybe you just need a new phone - one without a light that winks at you! I love phones, I made lots of money in the old days *teaching* people how to use their phones. I was constantly surprised at how little people knew about phones!

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  2. i have voice mail. no lights. i have to actively seek my messages. ha! like that'll happen. texting. texting is where it's at.

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