It's 6:02 in the morning. Lately I've been getting up at 5. I used to get up at 5:30, but then I thought, Well, I'm getting up this early anyway, why don't I push it a bit to get more done? It's not like I'm here for my looks. In how many ways do you flinch when someone starts telling you how tired they are? Or how busy? At this point I think most people avoid even saying it. I think distracted or disjointed or slightly unraveled would be more accurate. I am most tired when I wake up. Yawning and yawning. There's two other points in the day –– early afternoon and just after supper –– which might as well be filled with smoke bombs for all the seeing and thinking that gets done. I used to work with a guy who would go out to his car to have a nap in the backseat over lunch. This worked not only because he was very tired but also because he was a small guy. Could just curl up. I think he packed a blanket. Sometimes he would go to the gy
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